I really like eating cereal in the morning but I hate that before I’ve even finished the damn bowl I’m already hungry again.

I was feeling really fat and depressed about my body last night and today I woke up looking smaller and I’m wondering if I was just badly bloated. If that’s the case I guess I really shouldn’t be eating Cup O Noodles anymore.

I can finally experience joy again. These past few years after my Dad died I’ve been in a place emotionally where I simply was unable to feel any real depth of happiness. Which really sucked because some really wonderful things were happening to me. I fell in love, I got married. But it was all marred by anger and grief. I am finally coming out of that place and can genuinely feel happiness deep down in my soul again. I am so glad and relieved. I thought it would never end.