I have to do deliveries tomorrow. I usually don’t mind but my creative energy is on high right now and I wish I could stay home and just work all day. When I leave, it kind of cuts my momentum. Also I have my dental surgery (the bone graft) scheduled for Thursday afternoon and our AC guy is coming to do maintenance on our units that morning. So that’s another workday lost. And who knows how I’ll feel after the surgery. *sigh*

I love what I’m doing so much. Like so, so much. Every day I find myself more and more in my own work. I’m finding my style. I’m finding my aesthetic. It’s a journey of self discovery. And I’ve never loved doing anything as much as I love this. One of my girlfriends from back in high school told me that she thinks I’ve found my calling. I think she might be right. I can feel something burning inside of me, and I know it’s just the tip of the iceberg. I feel like I’m on fire. It’s just the most amazing feeling. I am discovering a new part of me through my work and I am feeling a spark that’s been missing for a really, really long time. I am so grateful.

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