Sun: City night lights date or meadow picnic date (or both) and why?
I’ve never been on a picnic date (or any kind of picnic come to think of it), so I think that sounds nice, but it would have to be somewhere cool and shady cause you know how our sun is and you know my aversion to it. Plus no bugs ugh.
Milky way: If you could go back in time where and when would you go to? Why?
Oh ok so I typed out this long answer about being wary about changing things in your past and not knowing how it would change your future, but then I thought about something that changed my life forever when I was a young woman and I realised that it was the one thing that I can say for absolute certainty that had I known what would have happened I never would have gone there. That event changed my life profoundly in a very negative way. So if I could go back in time, it would be to that one particular night and I would have gone home instead of going where I went.
Shit no skip that I thought of something even better. It’s not about me. It’s about someone who died. And I wasn’t there and I don’t know if I could have prevented his death. But I had a feeling in my gut for months that something was wrong. And I never picked up the phone and called. It might have made a difference, it might not have (probably not) but I would have followed my instincts and at least called him. He might be alive today. And that is more important to me than sparing me from the thing that happened in the paragraph above.
Rose petals: Where do you want to be the most in the world and why?
Physically, I would like to be in a home that Chris and I built, together, that we own. It has been a dream of mine to have my own home forever. And I feel no closer to it now than when I first started dreaming about it.
And on another level… I want to be in a place in my life where I feel like some part of it is working. I am ready for a change.