Relax

Remember that friend I have who I knew was lying to me and when I found out what it was about I blew my lid and then we talked it out and we’re fine?

Well I saw his girlfriend the other day for the first time since it all blew up (the fucking madness involves her… in fact it’s about her) and she clearly has some serious feelings about me. I was nice to her. Chatty even. She came over to say hi in an almost confrontational manner and when she saw how I was it seemed to make her even more wary of me. She kept watching me out of the corner of her eye. I wanted to say, “Relax girl I not on you I just care ‘bout my friend alright?” But of course I didn’t.

Then two days later I saw her again in the presence of some other friends. And as soon as she left, my girlfriend said, “Tash, she does NOT like you at ALL!” I shrugged. I know.

I think she thinks I want to… break them up or something. Cause she’s fucked up and crazy. But like whatever he’s with her that’s his business all I want to do is be there for him. I don’t think about her at all. But she sees everyone who loves him as a threat.

Whatever girl.

I not on you.

Relax yuhself.